Currently Listening Shadows Are Security By As I Lay Dying see related

Yes the rumors are true, Xanga is infact dead. But we all still love you.

SO it has been a day or two hasn't it? Well well well you have missed out on so much.

Blah blah blah, show last Friday it was fun blah blah, went to Steak N' Shake, met some uber fantastic people. Makes me smile a tad doesnt it? Yes it does.

Well me mum is in San Fransisco for a week so here I am at Bonita's! It's like one big party let me tell you!

Hmmm hmmm hmmm. School suck, yeah I'm getting all A's and B's but poo its boring!

I am reading a book, Helter Skelter, if you see me I probably have my nose stuck in it cause I'm oh so cool like that.

Well no I must leave you all to wonder....

Later!

Currently Listening The Everglow By Mae see related

Ok ok ok....here is your frikin update! Jeez...

So yeah my life you know been here been there..

I made out pretty good at Christmas:

-T.V.

-Concert tickets, April 1st at The Vic in Chicago, Motion City Soundtrack, The Format, and The Matches

-About 500 bucks

-DIG dvd

-Jewelry

-Scarf and hat set

And I think that might be it?

Yeah so I am leaving Friday to go to Tennessee to carzy cousin Darcie's wedding woo woo. Talk about your good times. I didnt want to go but my mom drives a hard bargain that i just couldnt pass up. So she said if I go she will take me shopping down there and I can buy some new outfits and an outfit for the wedding. Poor me.

So I am thoroughly enjoying Alexa and Abby being home. It has been very.....uh...eventful to say the least.

Oh I got my hair cut again...and dyed. It will do for now.

Yeah well this is boring me.

Later!

I can't stand to think about a heart so big it hurts like hell
Oh my god I gave my best but for three whole years to end like this
Well do you want to fall apart? I can't stop if you cant start
Do you want to fall apart? I could if you can try to fix what I've undone
Cause I hate what I've become

[Chorus]
You know me, oh you think you do you just don't seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be, something I can't define
So let's cause a scene, clap our hands and stomp our feet or something,
yeah something I've just got to get myself over me

I could stand to do without, all the people I have left behind
What's the point in going around when it's a straight line baby, a straight line down
So let's make a list of who we need and we'll throw it away
'Cause we don't need anyone, no we don't need anyone

[Chorus]

And I hate what I've become.

You know the night life is just not for me
'Cause all you really need are a few good friends
I don't want to go out and be on my own,
You know they started something I can't stand
You leave for the city,
Well count me out
'Cause all this time is wasted on everything I've done

[Chorus x2]

Yeah
Over me
Yeah
Over me

Currently Listening Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has a Bodycount By From First to Last see related

"Time is only temporary this will not last forever"

Ahhh Alexa and Abby come home from Chicago today! Weeee! I am so excited to see them. I am all happy about Thanksgiving, I miss my family soooo much.

I get the new cell phone soon, which makes me very happy cause now people can actually get ahold of me.

Hmmm....wow not much else has been up....Oh we took that worthless ACT preptest yesterday. It was pretty easy, and a huge waste of time might I add. I am just happy today is our last day till Monday. I love holiday season, the less we have to be in school which makes me happy. Oh yeah I got to see Nick yesterday for a bit. It was nice just talking and hanging out again. I enjoyed.

Mmmm, well I am gunna go. Rent comes out today!!!!!Yay!

I need coffee....

Later!

"My heart is yours for the taking"......